Kamis, 27 Oktober 2011

DASAR KAMU ANAK SETAN..!!!! Dulu Makan Uang Setan. Sekarang Jadi Berkelakuan Kayak Setan.

Kenapa sih aku hrz punya sodara yang kayak kamu?
Mudah tersinggung, mudah ngamuk, sombong, menang sendiri & sllu pgn d wah kan.
Orang macam km, gmn aq bs menghargai????
Aku benci kamu!!!!!!!!!!!
Aku benci punya kakak kyk km.

Aq takut klo kebencianku bkin km sakit.
Krn aku akan mmbalasnya 1000x lebih sakit dr apa yang kamu lakukan ke aq.
Tunggu saja i'll revenge!!!!!

Aq gag mau diem aja ketika km maki" & marah".
Bukannya aq gag mau ngalah.
Tp aq gag mau km jd besar kepala, trz kamu kira aq gag punya nyali.
Dasar tukang ngadu.
"Tuo tp rak due toto"
Masalah dikit ngadu k Bapak, Masalah dikit ngadu ke Suamimu.
Hiih amit"...

Ummm Pantes aja jiwamu gag pernah tenang.

Ya Rabb,, jauhkan hamba dari godaan syeitan yang terkutuk. Amin.

Kamis, 20 Oktober 2011

Check List


cekliiiisssss


TEMPAT
[v] Tempat upacara pernikahan
[v] Tempat resepsi

DEKORASI
[ ] Dekorasi tempat upacara pernikahan
[v] Dekorasi pelaminan
[ ] Dekorasi rumah

MAKANAN
[v ] Catering upacara pernikahan
[v ] Catering resepsi
[v ] Catering di rumah

SALON / MAKE UP & HAIR DO
[x ] Test make up
[v ] Mempelai wanita
[v ] Mempelai pria
[v ] Keluarga mempelai wanita
[ ] Keluarga mempelai pria
[v ] Penerima tamu
[x ] Pagar ayu
[x ] Flower girl
[ ] Lain-lain, …

GAUN / BUSANA
[v ] Gaun pengantin
[v] Accessories pengantin wanita
[v ] Beskap pengantin pria
[v] Accessories pengantin pria
[ ] Jas bestman
[ ] Accessories bestman
[v ] Gaun Ibu (untuk klrg pria & wanita)
[v ] Jas Ayah (untuk klrg pria & wanita)
[x] Gaun pagar ayu
[v ] Penerima tamu
[ ] Flower girl
[ ] Lain-lain, …


DOKUMENTASI
[x ] Photo prewedding
[v ] Photo liputan
[x ] Video prewedding
[v ] Video liputan

KARTU UNDANGAN

[v ] Kartu undangan
[v ] Kartu ucapan terima kasih
[ ] Amplop plastic
[ ] Label stiker nama
[ ] List tamu undangan & print

SOUVENIR
[ ] Souvenir + packaging

ENTERTAIN
[v ] MC upacara pernikahan
[ ] MC resepsi
[x ] Music / Wedding Singer upacara pernikahan
[v ] Music / Wedding Singer resepsi
[v ] Sound system upacara pernikahan
[v ] Sound system resepsi


CATATAN SIPIL
[v ] Catatan Sipil

LAIN-LAIN
[ ] Cincin/Mahar
[v ] Buku tamu
[v ] Alat tulis
[v ] Kotak angpau
[v ] Tempat souvenir

TIM PENDUKUNG
[v ] Koordinator lapangan
[v ] Checker jumlah piring catering
[v ] Pagar ayu / bagus
[v ] Pengantin kecil / Flower Girl
[v ] Penerima tamu

AKHIRNYA AKU WISUDA MAKKKK

Syukur Alhamdulillah akhirnya kuliahku ada ujungnya juga.
Lulus setelah 5 tahun 11 bulan 14 hari menimba ilmu d kampus ungu tercintaku.





Rabu, 12 Oktober 2011

ALL THE THINGS BOUT GUYS




1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.
5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13. Guys cry!!!
14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what? Uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate nice boy!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.
28 You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”
59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

Selasa, 11 Oktober 2011

Understanding me please

Aku menyesal,, SUNGGUH.
Aku akan menebus semua kesalahanku.
Aku akan memperbaiki semuanya.
Tapi bagaimana aku bisa membuktikan kesungguhanku kalau kamu saja menutup diri.

Aku kehilangan pegangan, Tuhan. Blessing me..
Ya Tuhan semoga kesedihanku mengalir bersama air mata ini dan segera berganti dengan kebahagian. Amin.

Jumat, 07 Oktober 2011

3 points

Orang yg dewasa meminta maaf
Orang yg bijaksana memaafkan
Orang yg bahagia melupakan

Kamis, 06 Oktober 2011

Mimpiku semoga jadi nyata

Ya Allah,, kabulkanlah keinginan hamba untuk kuliah ke Luar Negri.
Bekerja di Luar Negri atau berlibur ke luar negri. Maybe honeymoon ke luar negri. amin...

Selasa, 04 Oktober 2011

Lara

Aq harus cerita ke siapa Ya Allah. hanya kepadamu hamba mengadu.
Betapa ruwetnya & complicated hidupku.
Ya allah berikankah ketenangan kepada keluarga kecilku kelak. Semoga anak"ku kelak tdk merasakan kisah seperti yang aq rasakan saat ini. Amin..
Kata"mu sangat menyakitkan.
Air mata sampai enggan menetes karena sakit luar biasa yang kurasa.
Aq hanya bisa menahannya dalam" kesakitan ini.
Aq rela jika aq mmg hrz disakiti. Biarkan saja hanya aq yang Lara. Jangan orang Tuaku. Jangan keluargaku.
I Love my mom & dad.
Ya Tuhan, biarkan aq saja yang sakit. Jangan sakiti org tuaku.
Ampuni dosa" hambamu ini Ya Rabbi.

I'M HURT - U HURT

Ya Tuhan,, Ya Allah Ya Rabb tega sekali dia mengakatan hal yang sedemikian menyakitkan kepadaku.
Jika aq bisa,, ingin sekali rasanya aq pergi ke sebuah tempat untuk menjerit sekeras"nya. Meluapkan semua kekesalanku.
Terima Kasih atas makian, cemoohan, dan umpatan" yang mengiris itu.
'Kamu' memamg terlalu indah dan terllu baik untukku.
Maaf atas rasa sakit yang sengaja/ tidak aq torehkan d hatimu.
Maaf atas cintaku yang menggebu.
Maafkan aku sudah mengisi hari" mu.

Cukup!!
aku tidak ingin memohon lagi, mengemis lagi, atau bahkan membela diri lagi.
Biarkan predikat" buruk tentang diriku memenuhi pikiran dan otakmu yang beku.

Senin, 03 Oktober 2011

Sesal


Iya saya yang salah saya yang terllu pendendam. 
Seribu kata-kata ku pun pasti gag akan km dengarkan.
Iya saya yang salah memulai smua keruwetan ini.
Saya pantas kamu balas, saya pantas kamu maki, saya pantas kamu acuhkan.
Tetapi jangan sakiti orang tuaku.
Aq trllu menyayangi mereka. 
Lebih baik aq saja yang km korbankan, km sakiti, atau bahkan kamu campakkan. Asalkan jangan orang tuaku yang jadi korban. Aq terima konskwensi dari kamu.

Minggu, 02 Oktober 2011

Trapped in my own Imagination


Wake up girl..

Jangan hidup dalam imajinasi dan khayalanmu melulu.

Dunia baru menanti d depan. Gerbang kehidupan sebenarnya sudah terbuka, menunggumu untuk masuk.

:::::: in my imagination >>> ada mbak" yang bukain pintu trz bilang gni,, "welcome to the jungle girl". Wakakakakakakkak::::::::


Ya Tuhan, aq takut menghadapi hari esok yang unknown. Apa yang akan terjadi esok? Bagaimana masa depanku kelak? Apakah pekerjaanku kelak? Siapa suamiku kelak? Aq akan memiliki berapa orang anak? tinggal di kota manakah aq kelak? Many question around and around in my head tonight.



Saya kira semua org pasti juga akan merasakan fase yang sama sperti yang tak rasain skrg. Menyebalkan...
Jadi ceritanya aq d masukin k sebuah sekolah di Ungaran, to be an English Teacher. Bayangin aja,, 
(┌','┐) GUE j
adi guru??? What??? Omigod... No No No. But, kesempatan gag datang 2x girl. Jadi i'll take the chance.

Besok pagi senen, 03 Okt 2011 aq ngasihin surat lamaran pekerjaan ke SMK NU Ungaran. Doakan aq ya.